rootrazz

In the last couple months, I got married, made the Dean's list twice, and am moving to Connecticut soon. I'm so excited. Though life always seems to be changing, this is pretty significant for me. Soon I'll be graduated with my Associates degree and really be making something of myself. Artistically, I'm sunk though. Thats okay, life seems to be okay with my missing muse. Hopefully I'll find it soon though.

So, usually I hate to write on these things because well..no one reads them. Tonight I'm taking advantage of that and getting a lot of things off my mind. Due to lack of sleep and racing thoughts, I haven't been doing anything since getting back from Chicago. I finally got to see my fiance, and he is amazing. The Navy graduation and this whole process has been really hard, but it's worth it for him to be doing something he loves. It's brought up a lot of issues in my mind, like, what the next 20 years of my life are going to be like and such. So, I've had an existential crisis starting. Part of it is between classes and college and between m

I've found my muse again. I swear, it disappears and then surfaces randomly. I was recently inspired to start drawing again by one of my closest friends (my future sister in law). Hopefully soon I'll be posting more. Since my fiance left for boot camp, I've become more individualized and picked up drawing again.