Held highHate, it never amounted as much as this. Hurt, never imagined that I wouldn't feel that again. Upset, as the time flies by I am growing more apart of your life.Held high
I don't think that I should say it but I love it, count my blessings as I count the stars. Surely I dream of someone for days on end, no need to drugs or alcohol to induce a sleep like coma. I tend to tread on the past failures I have encountered, now it's just taking it away.
While being held high, I feel more like an ideal person that someone needs for once
Lunar InsanityThe rays of the dim lit moon pour into my soul, insanity clearly rips me apart into a void of despair. Blessed with the curse of the Lunar you can't grasp the withholdings that it has on me. Howling out for the unjust that you've caused, I creep and crawl scratching at the door hoping you notice my plea. Abort the thoughts with the sounds of silence, spirits dancing upon the gravestones like they just lived again. Fullest of the full I scream the rebel yell, followed by the sanctity of the refurbished. Wisped away by the winds as the chimes echo a song the even the seasons cry with bliss, entering a place I have never been. My hearLunar Insanity
Building up nothingLooking into the mirror to see the image of a distraught man, nothing is good and everything holds me down. I can no longer take these days alone and working on myself, trying my best just to win you over but I realize I wont. As I walk along the shadows I see the light but can never grasp it, feeling everything slipping I open this pack of cigarettes to at least calm down. I leave my feelings on the ground and never opening them until you realize, you wont realize it honestly because you never wanted the nice guy. So I light up this Marlboro and stare into the sky asking myself why, "TodaBuilding up nothing
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